A few days later. Sounds like a bad novel, an old cliche. Like ‘meanwhile back at the ranch’ or ‘happily ever after’. Yup…

Well the house inventory of computers has grown by 1. Ordered SO a cool new laptop. Now trying to find a case to fit the darn thing. He wants something pretty sedate. Need I say more?

Work has been pretty stressful. But I find I’ve become a person that needs deadlines and drama to be at my best. When my job slows down, I go to a bad paranoid place. It’s weird. I had a project just die on me. Big politics. Lots of shouting by the hierarchy. Drama everywhere. Nothing that was attributable to me, but still lots of free-floating stress to go around. When I got home, I was so tired. Now I’m chuckling cause of how much I had myself worked up about it.

It’s like with the house. I am way worried about what can happen. I feel like someone’s hyper mother with all the ‘what could happens’ that stopped you from doing just about anything but sit on the couch in bubble wrap for the summer. But then things just take care of themselves. The bank goofed up and wanted to call in our construction loan early. So when my SO went to complain, they just extended it for 6 months without any penalties. I wonder what SO said?

Enough with the ramblings. Back to work.

Ciao