My mind is a whirl with dark and dangerous thoughts. What do you do when you realize that your life will never be as intense as a movie or a story. When your reality is shadowed by your current book, how do you stop yourself from thinking? My dreams have left me with a paranoid feeling. The feeling that an on-coming light is really a train and no one is telling me….

It all started with reading a tech manual with my headphones on. I didn’t realize how dark my music is. How angst, soul-searching, and challenging to the norm. It seeped into my unconscious and now is leaking in to other parts of my life. Take that in combination with the tunnel vision I have found as I get older, to completely tune out the world and focus on something.

Now to shake this off and go wander around on this beautiful day and look at the cherry blossoms.

Ciao