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Well the active part of the war is done. On to the cold war portion of the program. No more radiation treatments or chemo. Now its just the 5 year plan. Daily Hormone pills and unknown side affects.

I think the hardest thing is to realize that somehow, while plodding thru this fight, the world has moved on without me. I lost my job in the middle of this and now looking around at the world, I realize that after 15 years, no one has come looking. The great fade. We all do it. A friend drops off the radar and your busy life takes over. No blame. Just not relevant in the forward thinking, rush of your life.

But it’s not easy realizing that you are no longer needed.